Why is when I tell people that I have to see what I am doing on that day they reply with “Ha ha, your joking right?, you are out of work you do fuck all”, well if that is the case why is it I am on the go then I am actually sat around watching TV? And no I don’t mean on the go to the kitchen just in case I can any smart ass remarks from my brother.

Just because I am out of work at the moment it does not mean that I am not actually doing nothing like today I was up at 9am as the phone calls started coming in about jobs and I did my Monday job search this morning and then I was out about 1ish to do the shopping and I had to do some other things and didn’t come back until like 6pm, even then when I come back I had some women up the street asking me to help her out with a problem that she was having with her Laptop she was wondering what the Wireless Key was that the laptop was asking for.

I got to relax about 7pm just to get worked up by watching the News as I turn over to BBC News Channel as I missed the 6 o’clock news and they started chatting shit about how that all the people that sign on are just lazy and don’t take advantage of the things that the job centre have to offer, I am sorry but I have been signing on about a month almost now and I have spend about 10 mins in there and that was only because I had to wait to get seen, they just don’t give a shit about helping people I don’t know if all the job centres are the same but the one I have to go to I had nothing but trouble with them from the past times that I have signed up with them, each time is the same in and out come signing day, so when I saw that they was placing all the job seekers people into one basket I felt liking jumping through the TV and slapping that jumped up little prick who knows fuck all apart from what is on a bit of paper and cant even be bothered to get off his lazy ass and go down to job centres, but even if he did I am sure they would just lie through there teeth and say they offer each and everything to there customers,

They say that they do anything to help you to get into work but actually that means taking 3 of the jobs that you have found in the 2 weeks you have been away from the job centre and taking as they put you forward for them, which when the main people check there profile it shows that they are putting there clients through for jobs, I don’t say nothing to them about it as I just want to get in and out as soon as I can, the only reason I sign on is to pay for the spending that I have done on Littlewoods which I know I need to stop now as I own a but to much lol

Being Monday I normally ring up and check on my balance on my contract that I have and I found out that I own £22 that’s just calls and that the £22 does not included VAT or the Line rental, so I was sat there thinking of what the hell have I spend that kind of money on as it was 10.30pm I couldn’t phone up T-Mobile as they close at 10pm so I will have to call them tomorrow but talking about money I finally got my driving lessons sorted out and I will be taking it somewhere else when I get my refund and I get the cash back, as I have been fucked around a bit where I am now and I just getting pissed off I paid like £250 for 10 lessons and like 10 theory Lessons and 1 Theory test and the driving test the only thing I had to pay for was the rental of the car for my test which was like £60 which I didn’t find that bad, so I get a refund come Monday I just have to go and pick it up

I know I say this every time but I stick to it this time well try any ways I am going to make this blog more up to date even if its a couple of lines under some pictures that I have taken during that day or something like I have done today, I just go around weather its in the car or weather its just walking around I see something that takes my eyes and I take a picture of it on my Nokia N95 phone

Something that happens once a year its just a weekend in July where the Mayor puts on this weekend show where people can just come and have a laugh and drink some beer and listen to some music, its a place for the kids to have some fun as well they have running, table tennis, football and some other things

I go each year just to support the Mayor as I know him through the bloke I live with, at least this year it wasn’t pissing down with rain the hole day like it was last year, I got a lot of video clips from the day I will try and upload it to me host and post it after this post at some point I just need to find my cables for me camcorder

Well that’s all from me right now I know its short but I am sure you don’t want want going on and on and on and on and on for hours like normal

I know this is not the best thing to write about but I fought I would do something on this as I am from London and it’s really giving the rest of London the kind of name that it doesn’t need, people have marked London as a bad to walk around off a night but as I have lived in London all my life I have never felt unsafe walking around the streets at any time of the day,

I recently had 2 months working nights so that mean I would leave my flat in East London around 9pm and travelling right across London to North London to get into work for 10.15pm and I kept totally safe travelling and walking from the station, even when I was on my break at 2.30am I would walk up the road to the shops and get my daily paper and something to eat and still felt safe, Every time some gets killed the family come straight on the news and say “He was a very good kid, would never hurt a fly” I’m sorry for the lost of there kids but someone doesn’t get kill for nothing there must have been something that the kid did that got the back up from someone I know it should never come down to someone killing someone else but that is the way off life and all the people keep coming up with to sort this out is “More Police”, its doesn’t matter how many police you put on the street it wont help that much, the only way this will ever end is if the kids them self stop it you can say all you like a start as many youth clubs and place as many adverts about how killing is bad but they wont take no notice of them as it made it clear that it doesn’t work due to the killing still happening,

I know I should of started this post as I cant find it in my self to stop but I will stop soon, if you are reading this and feel strongly about this matter then please do leave comments and I will reply to them

i dont know why i do this to my self each time i watch Question Time after it i tell my self that i never watch it again, but come every Thursday night i watch it again so this week so no different i watch it due to the bloke i live with watches it, and this week it was for the young of Britian to have there say, but this still didnt change nothing that happens each time Question time is on.

I have got my head around the fact that the people that are at Question time live are actually given the question to ask the guest of the show, but tonight they was talking about the knifting that is happening in South London of late, crime is never good but when you get people saying that the police are doing nothing and you got other people saying the police are picking on the black kids cuz of there colour that just pisses me off, the bitch and moan about the police not doing nothing when a colour person is attacked and that but when the police follow th stats that they have and stop more black people then any other people in britain they start to bitch about the police being racism and that,

Question Time should not let any party members to be guest as it end up being a kids fight if they say something that the other party doesnt like, each week they should have a member of the police on there so that they can anzwer questions and that someone to talk for the yourth as well, but i’m just happy that the show is over now until the end of the year so now i dont have to worry about my blood level why watching it

i didn’t think i would be posting this for some time but it has come to the time now that happens to me offen in work lol it normally comes around the 6 months mark when they have all my ideas down and me teaching someone them all and then they let me go cuz I’m english and cost them to much when they can get someone from Poland to come and do the good cheaper then me, i’m sorry but i would rather be out of work then take a big pay cut,

the cost of living in London as shot up in the last couple of years has shot up and working for £5.50 doesn’t cover the cost to live any more, working a 40 hour week on £5.50 will get you £220 a week £880 a month and that is before tax when you work out the shit you have to pay in that well here is the monthly payments that would come out of my packages if i paid the full bills where i live

Rent = £350
Council Tax = £85
Shopping = £200
Travel card =£100

That is the monthly shit that comes in, then i have the bills that come in every 3 months

Gas Bill = Normally around £80-£100
Elec Bill = Normally around £100

Now lets just work out the monthly shit going out of a wage set for £5.50 a hour you are spending £725 before you even get to look at your wage slip after tax then normally take like £80 around that figure so after a hard month at work you have like £40 to your name, which you have to pay shit like credit card if you have any that is a monthly contract bill and catalog bills if you have that shit, like i do have extra shit i have to pay out as well like

Catalog £150
T-Mobile - £60
Internet - £25
BT Line - £20

So as you can see if i paid the full bills in this house i would be fucked each month if i was working for £5.50 so to be honest i am not willing to work to get my self in to debt, that is why i am waiting for a job of around £7.50 a hour i know they are out there as the job i just got fired from i was on £8 a hour and that was only a temp contact if i would of gone onto a perm one i would have been on like £10 plus a hour, but thinking about it i still have a chance of getting the perm contact it all comes down to if they get work before i am in a job,

People say to me that i am just a lazy fucker who doesn’t want to be in work that is why i have set the wage so high, but my reply to them is showing them the list of jobs i apply for each week when i am not in work, i was going through at least 30 a week sometimes its was double that figurer, when i am in work yes i am like “ahh fucking hell i wish i didn’t have to work” but i just get on with it and love it when it comes pay day lol

But when you are out of work you are seen in a different light by people it doesn’t matter if it wasn’t your fault you are looking for work they don’t give a crap, like if work around London about 11 am, i heard 2 old women before saying “They wouldn’t of had that in my day everyone worked, we wasn’t as lazy as the youth of today” i was shocked to be honest and this was when i was in bloody work, i turn to the women and said “Well first off it all different now so get your head out ya ass, and for your information i do bloody work i have just finished a 9 hour shift if you must know” it really did piss me off cuz people judge each other just cuz they are not working, i did feel bad what i said to the women but i had been working since like 10:30pm then i went and picked up a mates dog to take it round to my sisters and i stayed there until like 10 am so i had been awake some time so i was in need of sleep, but any ways i cant change that shit now so there is no need for me to worry about it no more,

Well this is the end of blog as i am quickly running out of nice things to say and most of the other shit will just be no sense shit and i do want people to keep coming back lol